Back...

I am back... I cannot believe that it's been a year since I wrote anything here.Time does fly. So many things have happened in the past 12 months. Things that I'd have never imagined, both good n bad, lost people, gained people..... N somethings just the same. On the whole it has been a good ride. These 12 months hAve taught me how to live for myself, taught me the difference between real sacrifice and fake sacrifice behind which my insecurities and fears lie, taught me that it is one and only life and that I should make the full use of it. So what did I do with those teachings? I made a bucket list. Things that I should do before I lay in my death bed. I believe that the worst thing is not dying but dying without living a full life. So I started this bucket list. It has given me a new purpose in life. Life is just not the daily grind of work and home and an occassional outing. It is lot more than that. I am glad I realized that to make use of this one and only, precious life I have.

Right and wrong

Ok...here is the deal. It makes me feel good...It makes me happy...Who is to say that it is wrong? After all what is right and what is wrong? Doesn't it vary from person to person, family to family, society to society, culture to culture, era to era...

So what is right and what is wrong? Isn't it all in your heart?

Quote I saw in the gym this morning...

There are three kinds of people....

People who make things happen,

People who watch things happen,

and

People who wonder what happened...

Which kind are you?

I see you

Have you really "seen" someone? By seeing I do not mean looking at their face and recognizing them. By seeing, I mean when you look at that someone you feel like you know him/her deep down. Their secret thoughts, the way they think, where their heart is... Once in a while it happens with that one person...someone close. Unwittingly we start seeing them. And things will never be the same. It is such a burden to carry. It is such a big burden. Why?
Cos, you cannot/would not react to the way they behave or to the things they say, the same way you do with others. Cos, you have seen them deep down. It is easy to get angry and let go of him/her and stop caring for someone when you believe their facade. But, now that you know what is deep down it is hard to stop caring, hard to let go, it is so hard even to stay mad at them.
It was easier before....

Love

Can you love someone so much that Sometimes when you think about them you forget breathing?!?

One of my favourite songs....

Takes my breath away every time I listen. Love Iglesias.

When I am real old...

When I am real real old.....I hope I have enough good memories to think back on and smile about. I hope I have enough experiences to feel content about the life I lived. When I am real real old, I hope I have nothing to regret about....just a life well lived and worth pondering over.