Russian Roulette.....

A great song by Rihanna.....

Reminds me of a recurring dream, which I used to get few months back. I would get shot....would see the person with the gun....would feel blood gushing out of the shot wound.... . I would touch the wound on my chest and see my hands soaked in blood....would feel myself slipping away. It was as if watching myself from outside my body. I would slump to the ground very slowly, my eyes growing drowsy...but would never feel any pain. Everything would seem to happen in an incredibly slow pace. It was surreal and almost a pleasurable experience. Even when I think back those dreams, I do not feel scared rather think of them like I would any good memory. Is this weird? I do not know.

Why do people wish for peaceful death in their sleep? Wouldn't it be nice to have a few minutes of awareness that we are going to die?.. so we can have a quick flashback, look back the life we lived, fondly remember our loved ones, remember all the people who crossed paths with our life and made an impact in a good and a not-so-good way, all those goals we achieved, our hopes and dreams......

I personally think that that would be nice.....Or would we be in morbid fear to think about any of these? I hope I can write it down when it is my turn to go...